The image above sums up my journey through the last year, including life, lessons and archery. There are days when it seems like I have no clue what I'm doing behind the string, but then I look at the results and realize that things aren't nearly as bad as my simple mind tends to make them at times.
With all of that being said, I headed to Grafton Fish and Game club in Lebanon, N.H., to shoot the 3rd leg of the IBO Northeast Triple Crown on Sunday. Amazingly, I had the day off, as finding days off on the weekend is quickly turning into a thing of the past. My world will be unlike anything I've experienced in the last 35 years, so it will definitely take some getting used to. The new job also prohibits me from following the routine I've always followed to practice properly. Between the commute and the hours, it's extremely difficult to get good practice.
On the trip to the shoot, I found my eyelids getting heavy. Eventually, they closed and my mind drifted into a peaceful place. The trip to this serene place didn't last long, as the journey to Grafton only took about two hours.
After parking and unloading our gear, I shot about 12 arrows to warm up before heading onto the range. Although the groups weren't great, they weren't horrible either. When I go to tournaments, I never focus on where the arrows hit. Instead, I focus on trying to get loose properly. Sometimes I spray arrows all over, but that usually has a lot to do with the fact that I'm not concentrating on aiming.
When we got to the first target, I felt good about things. I also decided to shoot a Scott Apex release. Although I had shot it a little bit at home, I hadn't used it during a tournament. With a longer neck, it allows me to aim a little better, essentially lengthening my draw length
As I aimed at the coyote, the shot wouldn't break. It seemed as if I held for 30 seconds before the release fired. Finally, when it fired, the arrow appeared on the right side of the 10 ring. The next few shots felt similar, so I decided to change releases and go back to old reliable, my Stan SX2. My shots suddenly began breaking faster, but my aim suffered. There's a fine line between the aiming and the execution, and I've been battling to get them to a suitable place to perform my best.
As we made our way through the first half, I had moments of brilliance, including a shot on a steep downhill rubbing buck and a bomb of a brown bear that had an angle on it. However, I also encountered a few less-than-stellar incidents.
Coming off the first half, I wasn't too terribly happy about the fives I shot, but fives are a part of 3D shooting, and you have to learn how to limit them along the way. I felt good getting off the course with a great shot on a mountain lion and a big 10 buck to finish off the last two targets.
Second Half
Going into the second half, I was struggling mightily with getting my shot off. However, I made a commitment to get through the day without doing anything dumb behind the bow. After making a good shot on a Caribou that was set back in the woods out of a field, I felt confident. The next four shots were my best shots off the day, as I held well and executed even better. I missed one yardage, but seemed to get a little roll going. Nearing the end of the course, I made a perfect shot on a white goat and followed it up with two more perfect shots on a snarling wolf and antelope.
The snarling wolf got the best of me. I aimed at an arrow in the 10-ring, and my arrow landed just above it. Walking to the target to retrieve the arrows, I figured I was a solid 10 with a chance at an 11. When we got to the target, I was disappointed to see that it was an 8, barely out of the 10-ring on the high side. I simply hit behind the pin, but I aimed too high. That was on me.
When we finally arrived at our last target of the day, a downhill black bear that had seen better days, I felt confident with my number. I could tell the target was tilted toward us, but I felt confident. When my shot broke, I knew I had smoked it. Glad to have finished with a perfect shot and a perfect score on it, we headed down the hill to retrieve the arrows. After getting to it, I realized I had shot another 8 out the top. I hit right where I aimed and didn't realize how badly the target was leaning toward us. I guess those are the breaks sometimes.
Last Thoughts
Looking at the scores from the shoot, I'd say I shot OK, even though it felt like I was pushing a giant boulder uphill all day. Nothing ever seemed to flow smoothly, but I ground it out. It was one of those days that I had nowhere near my best, but I found a way to survive the gauntlet and take my beating. After getting out of the gate with two fives in the early going, I held on and focused on making good shots. I muddled through the day and worked on some things that needed attention. When all was said and done, I walked away with a few positives, and I also learned I can shoot the Scott Apex and hold my own. I forgot to mention that I went back to that release a short time after going to old reliable. I also tried my Scott SB2, too. My aim was really good at times, but at other times, it was a little scary.
The course was difficult, due to the lighting, terrain, length of walk and size of targets. There were a lot of targets that fell into the smaller range, and this made it difficult to find the spot a few times. Small targets at long distances can sometimes be intimidating, but I never felt intimated on the course. There was one spike buck that was a bomb, but I knew the distance. My pin didn't hold the best on it, but I was still able to walk away with a 10.
This weekend as a different type of shoot for me. With my new job comes a new schedule and getting weekends off will be extremely difficult. If I were a guessing man, I'd bet this will probably be my last regional shoot for a while. I just won't have the time to shoot anymore of them. It may even lead to the end of my attendance at national events. While I would like to continue shooting, I'll have to see how the path in front of me plays out.
I hope everyone shoots well in all of the remaining shoots for the summer. Good luck in your travels and may your arrows fly true. I just want to give a shout-out to my buddy Digger Cogar. He's one of my favorite archers on the national tour, and I've shared stakes with him since the mid '90s. He's always performed at a high-level, and I've enjoyed the competition he has always brought to the table. He's been feeling a little under the weather, and I'm hoping he gets back to top form so he can enjoy the big shoots coming up. I'll be rooting for him from afar for the events I can't attend. We have shared similar journeys, and I appreciate everything it has taken over the years to get to where both of us ended up and where we are at this point in time.